Flagrant
act of word-spreading
Anna Goldsworthy
Alice
Pung
Unpolished Gem
Black Inc., $24.95 pb, 282 pp, 186395158X
In
Alice Pungs memoir of her childhood, Unpolished Gem,
her young self is drawn into a conflict between her mother and
grandmother, both Chinese-Cambodian refugees. The child becomes
a double agent, informing each about the other, until her mother
accuses her of word-spreading and threatens suicide.
The child frets over her breakfast: I always spread my jam
on toast all the way to the very edges no millimetre of
bread is left blank and uncovered. My word-spreading habits are
similar.
Unpolished Gem is a flagrant act of word-spreading. Pung
spares herself nothing: incontinence, depression, head lice, medication,
thwarted love. It is an affectionate book, full of delicious observation,
but demands much more from the reader than fond condescension.
The bright colours turn out to be lures, as Pung delivers a bracing
dose of reality.
Pungs childhood role as double agent prefigures the central
quest of the book: her search for identity, caught between her
Chinese heritage and Australian environment. Her easy, colloquial
voice has an ocker accent, and a distinctive rhythm that perhaps
stems from the Teochow dialect of her childhood. Occasionally
there is a clumsiness in the cultural transfer. To Australian
ears the books title might sound immodest, but it refers
to a Cambodian saying about a womans virtue, a key theme
in the book: A girl is like white cotton wool once
dirtied, it can never be clean again. A boy is like a gem
the more you polish it, the brighter it shines.
Pung structures her story as a series of coming-of-age episodes
in Footscray, set in counterpoint against her familys Cambodian
past. But even in Footscray, Cambodia is never far away:
My
fathers idea of getting familiar with someone was to tell
them war stories. He didnt do it to sober them up or edify
them. He did it to crack them up.
This fish reminds me of the Pol Pot years when the starved,
dead bodies floated up the river during the flood ...
Despite
this bleak backdrop, the real grimness of the book is in the immigrant
experience. In Pungs telling, it is the women who suffer
the most: desperation runs like a bloodline through the female
characters. She has a special tenderness for her grandmother,
who pampers her as a child, and reveres the benevolent Father
Government of the new country. However, after a stroke,
her grandmother spends much of the story supine, crying
like a cat, tearlessly but loudly. At her school, Pung unwittingly
cracks a joke at her grand-mothers expense, and then joins
in the laughter. Her relationship with her mother is more problematic,
and their generational gap is deepened by language. While her
mother struggles to learn English, Pung finds herself running
out of words in Teochow. Her mother labours as an outworker;
when she no longer needs to work, because of her husbands
success, she no longer knows herself. Pung paints a bleak portrait
of her mothers depression, and that of a gener-ation of
Asian women, sitting in their double-storey brick-veneer
houses, paralysed by luxury. It is a Feminine Mystique
suburban nightmare, made more claustrophobic by language.
Pung rejects the model of Chinese womanhood she has been served
(constantly sighing and lying and dying that is what
being a Chinese woman means, and I want nothing to do with it),
but struggles to find an alternative. She spends her adolescence
under a sort of house arrest, protected from real and imagined
dangers, not least that of young men: I imagined myself
wasting away like a princess in a tower, or rather a caffeine
addict in a shack behind the Invicta carpet factory. Like
her mother, she finds herself through compulsive industry: for
me there was housework, and then there was homework to alleviate
the boredom of the housework.
But industry can only take you so far, and it is too much industry
that leads to Pungs breakdown at the end of her school years.
Again, this could be any good girls overachieving nightmare,
but with Pungs background, the stakes are higher. One of
the books most poignant observations occurs during this
breakdown, at Pungs high school valedictory dinner:
That
night our parents realised something that probably shook them
from their sleeping dream, the semi-dazed dream they entered when
they rested from too many taxi-shifts, or when they closed their
eyes from the fatigue of opening too many stitched button-holes.
They realised that their children were Watchers, just as they
were.
The
position of Watcher or outsider might be a painful one, but it
serves the writer well. Pungs position as a permanent
exchange student offers her a unique perspective. She is
able to see in double: the University of Melbourne, where she
later studies Law, is Mao-Bin U to her parents, which
she imagines as a shonky university in China for discarded
communists. Her double vision is at its keenest during her
relationship with an Australian boy, which ultimately proves too
culturally freighted. She delicately explores her familys
ambivalence towards white ghosts, while imagining
herself into his head: Youre his third-world trip
or something. Hes too broke to go overseas so youre
his substitute exotic experience.
There is no real sense of resolution at the storys end;
probably there shouldnt be for one so young. Instead, the
writing of this book seems to be its unspoken conclusion. It is
through writing that Pung finds her identity, and her identity
is word-spreader. As a word-spreader, she is indeed a gem: startling,
beautiful and fierce.
Anna
Goldsworthy is a Melbourne-based pianist
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